Outside the circle

March 19, 2018

Sometimes I will post ideas that are incomplete. This is one such.

 

A circle of stones in a clearing

Burning wood, embers, smoke

Shadows flickering on the faces of my tribe

My own kind, like me

We band together for comfort

Security, safety

Huddled together

Around the campfire

Heres my tribe

In our little circle

We cannot see or know whats beyond

What’s it all about?

 

Humankind seems addicted to puzzling about the nature of things

And imagining explanations for the mysterious

And to searching for safety

Deeply adverse to the unknown

Fearful of whatever might lurk in the shadows

At the edge of the campfire

 

We all need :

Meaning – whats it all about?

Purpose – what am I to do?

Community – who are my tribe?

I have a good idea about what meaning and purpose mean to me

I puzzle about what it means to be in community

 

Ironic that I should have chosen a community of faith

When I do not share that faith

That I should have chosen a community built on belief

When I don’t share that belief

Scripture and prayer and the rites, and service

From my childhood they impelled me on,

Until the construct could no longer hold.

 

Scripture they say is the divinely inspired word

It seems to me to be a collection of stories

Dreamed up by the frightened tribe

Gathered round the campfire in the dark

Trying to make sense of it all

Dreaming of a mighty king to protect from the Enemy

To provide sustainence, to dispense favors

And to assure that whatever the individual is

Does not end at death

And to dispense rules for good behavior that will lead to a glorious afterlife

And proscribed behavior that will bring about punishment

 

And so the tribe builds beliefs

What we agree with we call right

What we disagree with we call wrong

What we like we call good (God)

What we hate we call evil (Devil)

And the tribe believes that I was born in sin and am prone to sin,

That I must have a savior to redeem me from my intrinsic fault

And the tribe believes that right and good behaviors

Advance the well-being and safety of the community, leading to heaven

And wrong and hateful behaviors are dangerous to the community,

Leading to hell and everlasting torment.

 

But then I grew up and away from this

To me it seems primitive and superstitious nonsense

How can I be part of a community based on scripture?

Belief is a trap

It comes between you and the ultimate reality

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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