February 18 2018
Here is a perceptual process
Transmitting information
Into and out of a bundle of memory cells
Housed in a bag of protoplasm
This calls itself “I”
It thinks that it is the center,
That its consciousness is all
And that its boundaries are the limits.
I look closely at my hand,
Focus on a fingertip
See the whorled ridges of my fingerprint
Without a tool I cannot see the cells
I cannot see the atomic structure
I cannot fathom beyond this.
But those few who use the tools conceptualize
And they intuit and imagine and finally obtain evidence
Within my fingertip
There are quarks in numbers
They are too small for me to comprehend
There are particles that come into existence
And are annihilated at the same instant
Higgs conceived a field that binds all together
The most sophisticated instrument on Earth
After millions of subatomic collisions
Has detected the boson that is the basis
I cannot fathom this.
I look at the night sky
Focus on the field of stars
See the Milky Way
Without an instrument I cannot know
Of the countless galaxies
Speeding away constantly expanding
I cannot fathom this
There is the audacious Hubble
There are the complex tools of mathematics and physics
They tell me that beyond this galaxy
And the billions of others
There may be no boundary
There may be vibrating strings of energy
Permeating all that is
There may be a space-time foam
Out of which multiple universes continue to emerge
As it was without beginning or end
I cannot fathom this
With the tools available to me
I can see between infrared and ultraviolet
An infinitesimally small spectrum
I can perceive vibrations of a tiny range of frequencies
Of the billions of vibrations passing through me at every moment
That I might be an almost invisible speck
Immeasurable in the vastness
Coming into existence and annihilated in the same instant
I cannot fathom this
So I imagine myself
A bundle of memories in a sack of protoplasm
I might imagine that I am the center of it all
That it is focused on me
I create god in my own image
This is hubris
What other response might I have
Look in wonder and amazement
Stand in awe
Keep silent