The shrink wants to know

January 28, 2018

Are you oriented as to time, place, and person?

Or are you nuts?

Well lets see

Time is always and only time

This time is now this instant

Oops now its gone

Heres another, Cant grab it

It it really January 28 2018

Of course not

That designation is an invention, not real

It was that now, now its this now

Is it the now of the unfathomable time of the Universe

Is it the now of the 18 hour life of a Mayfly

Or the instantaneous coming into being and annihilation of a particle in an atom smasher

Time exists so that everything doesn’t happen all at once

Was it Einstein who said that?

Properly oriented in time is meaningless,

So, no I’m not.

 

Time is always and only time and place is always and only place

So now, that is this particular now,

Oriented as to place

The place of now is an object that you might call a chair

Located in a small collection of boxes

A set that you might call a home

In a larger collection of such sets that you might call a condominium

In a neighborhood in a town

Whats its name?

Is it the place at this table in this room?

Is it the place on this tiny planet in this insignificant solar system

In the unimaginable immensity of this universe

One among countless bubbling up out of the space-time foam

On this chair, am I oriented?

Lost in whistling space without a mind

So, no not oriented.

 

And now

This particular now, comes the fun part

Oriented as to person

Here, in this particular here and now,

What is this thing/event/occurrence?

All together, say I AM!

And what exactly is that?

Not the standard responses from acculturated sources

Priests and psychologists and parents

But really, what is it that says I?

Is it an ageing seed producing pod of the species homosapiens

Is it a body driven by a little entity in the skull just behind the eyes

A perceptual process in a sack of protoplasm

A bundle of memories projecting into the future

A hallucinating dervish imagining a world

A shadow and a dream

You may think it has a name and a place and a time

Whatever it is it’s here and then gone

You can’t put a finger on it, you can’t

But you think you know who you are and where and when

You cannot know

Perhaps you are stark raving mad.

The shrink might conclude, mad as a hatter

Completely nuts

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